meleton

one hell of a ride.

2009-02-12T04:02:25Z

it's been months since i last updated my livejournal.because i'm a blogger person,and everyone i know is all saying lj is too complicated.but i thought i do some updating just this one time.cause i might officially put the SHUT DOWN sign up soon. but it depends...because sometimes i just wish to rattle on some issues and not have anyone seeing it at all.so if that's the case,i come to here.
anyway, I'M GRADUATING!!!! i don't know if i should be glad or what, but it's definitely a little emotional because it's has been an awesome time spent with all my classmates, esp my clique in school. and i think having friends in school are so amazing because they're a big motivating factor when you just don't feel like going to school. and they will be like "COME LAH!!" :DD
fyp is finally over!!!! AWESOME!!! it has been one hell of a ride. quite painful at some points of the fyp with breakdowns and curses.but it's over!! WHEE!!!! now can relax, but i still need to do my website for grad show...bummer.
and speaking of grad show, it's going to happen like 3 weeks later!! SO FAST!!! GOSH. i can't picture myself standing there giving a runway show. it's weird.................yeah...extremely weird.
most likely there'll be a band to perform for the grad show, and it's made of our students, so we might need to audition them first, to see if they're good.can't wait for that. but my gut feeling is that there won't be one, because of time constrain....not much time left and still a lot of stuffs to take care of.hmm.....

valentine's day is coming this saturday, and i don't think i'll be heading anywhere, cause i think the guys have their own plans.for me i'll be bringing my bearbear to the vet because her lump is getting bigger. i rmb when i brought her the other time, this small caucasian boy keep looking at her, and smiling away.hahaha.how cute. but let's hope this vet trip won't be a sad one.
maybe after that i might be going out with shir, since jon is away now. he went aussie yesterday to study for 3 yrs....that's so long. but he will be back every one year. so that's not too bad. shir yesterday was on a WEEPATHON. however you spell that. but we weren't there to send jon off. because they wanted some final alone time...so we understand.
it's a first time someone from tch is going away for so long.usually it will be mike or ryan. but they'll be away for at most 2 months....but this is years....but i'm planning to go aussie this yr with my sis, but we're still thinking. cause i'm also saving up to go israel at the end of this year. so need all the kachings. i want to go overseas!!!!!!!!

peace people! goodbye. see you when i see you!

meleton @ 2008-09-30T22:44:00

2008-09-30T15:01:58Z

apparently the F1 craze is still alive and kicking among my friends.they were all still really kinda shocked at the results of ferrari.
i was really shocked too.but that's what happened.
we just have to get over it and accept the fact that sometimes in life,things screw up.it's almost natural.almost.hahaha.but we obviously have to get over that screwed over matter if not we will never get loosen. alright,all the metaphoric terms are killing me.
well,i remembered that during my internship times,i had quite a number of projects to help promote the F1 racing.like some shops and hotels wanting to add that F1 racing element into their website or the promotions of the shop.
i remembered looking through the profiles of the racers and instead of doing my work,i was enjoying the eye candies.hahaha.good looking fellows.

i am sooo hooked onto "tears of the saint" by leeland.when i heard the song during sunday's church,i told myself i have to get that song.really nice and touching.leeland is an amazing blessed band.really nice.
and of course,shawn from my church sang it really well.i love his voice.whenever he sings during praise and worship,it's really good.his voice sounds better in live performances than in cd records.really a whole lot nicer.
and his chinese has that english accent,like an ABC trying to speak chinese.yeah.

well,enough about guys with good looks and good voice.
my bear bear went for surgery yesterday and i'm glad it's over.but now comes another difficult part,which is the recovery stage.her stitches are really long and big.and the doctor said she have to get it remove after like 10 days.all i am praying for now is the recovery stage is smooth-sailing and she doesnt lose her appetite,which is really scary.
i love my piggies a lot.
i dread going into the vet's room again to see her stitches getting removed.it's just really scary to think about it.goosebumps will probably all popped out.yikes.
one thing i dont understand is how some owners can bear to be fierce with their pets.was at the vet and there was this beautiful white dog.she was really excited by her environment so she refused to sit.her owner,this guy, was like really fierce and kinda poked her to get her to sit down. i felt so sad for the doggie.
so i said "POOR DOG!" like so many times.and my sis said the owner seemed to heard it.
i dont really care about the owner,he should treat that lovely dog better. that's no way to treat an animal. sometimes i wonder why people keep animals when they dont really have the heart to love them.

meleton @ 2008-09-29T00:24:00

2008-09-28T16:49:17Z

alright.i'm pretty sure for singaporeans,the F1 race is going to be the talk of the town.
was watching the races throughout the 3 nights.and i enjoyed them all.
for the race,the team i supported the most was FERRARI.one of my dream cars to own.
but sadly,ferrari didnt do well during the final race.with massa and his incident at the pit stop.somebody's got to change that system.and kimi crashing into the side of the track during the last few laps.sooooo freaking sad.my heart just dropped.there isnt going to be any chance left for ferrari to win at least some points in this race.so that sucks.

but one thing that made me kinda tiny bit happy was that nico rosberg won.i kinda think he is pretty handsome.like the photo above.he got 2nd,so that's cool.

not a big fan of lewi hamilton.kinda hope massa wins it all.
but anyway,race aside,i think it's quite an experience.next time i want to save money to go to watch a F1 race too.that will be cool right.even better is getting to see them up close without the helmets.
the only few complaints i have is the trophy,not very pretty,but i guessed it's unique enough.and the singtel girls...give me a break.
well,desmond is really cute.he went there without ear plugs.and he had to cover his ears with his hands.can literally imagined him doing that with his excited face.funny.
alright,so that's about it.i had fun watching f1.if i had a sports channel,i would be able to watch more of the f1 race.
now that would be cool.but sadly my dad isnt a sports person.

all the random thoughts.

2008-09-23T16:05:37Z

the thought of having 2 and a half more weeks of holidays is just not very exciting.
perhaps it's because i totally know what's gonna come once school starts.in fact,i'm having a briefing this friday on my upcoming projects!
and apparently,i need to finalise everything once school reopens.this sucks,big time.
i thought i could spend the last 2 weeks of holidays doing absolutely nothing but no,i cant.
i got to think of concepts that would either make or break me during my FINAL SEMSTER.
this kinda dampens my mood a little.the upcoming semster is actually my final semster in polytechnic.i used to think how i would survive these 3 yrs in poly.but that was a yr 1 thought.
now that i'm in final yr.it is kind of surreal in a funny sad way.

sheryl was saying that i should be happy since i always seem to complain about school.but who doesnt?!
who in the world can swear and say that they didnt complain about school at all.not even once.
i mean,having gone through internship,i think school rocks.at least i got my friends to yak away.
to make fun of lecturers every now and then,to complain about the same things.to ask "what time did you sleep yesterday?" almost everyday when deadlines are reaching.or even to stay up till late together on msn to remind each other to do the assignments.
it's really fun.it's like i wont go offline till my friends go offline.or if i really cant take it,i'll just back out and face their teasings the next day.but it's really nice.
apart from friends,it's nice to just go have lunch together at the same old foodcourt since the first year.yeah,it can get boring at many times,but eventually we will find our food and eat,while looking at the people around.
sometimes when i see a regular eye candy,i would feel a little brightened up.it sounds absolutely crazy right.hahaha.
alright,shall not continue on that before i go nuts and depressed.

anyway,my bear bear got to go for surgery.poor sisters.first was tofu,now bearbear.oh gosh,i'm really worried.
bearbear is the sweetest piggie,she doesnt snapped at people at all.the only time she nibbled on me was the time when i carried her for too long.but it's not even pain,in fact it tickled me.
she is a fan of A7X too!!!! hahaha,whenever i am watching amplified which shows a7x videos sometimes,she would face the tv and watch with huge eyes.hahaha.soooo cute right.
but of course,i love all my piggies.they are my sweethearts.

oh and london ink turns out to be not as exciting as i expected.i think i like miami ink best,a bunch of guys living their lives.i like tim hendrix!!! i think he is handsome...hahaha.he looks a little like luke wilson.hahaha.or is it just me?

meleton @ 2008-09-12T00:06:00

2008-09-11T16:43:35Z

i am seriously considering if i wanna get a temp job during my holidays.just to occupy my time a bit.
sometimes when you are too free,your mind just starts to wander to a very dark place.and it's scary and difficult to escape from.
these few days,i have dreaming about going on a vacation.first was the dream which i went back to bangkok again.it felt so real.but it's a dream after all.
and the second one was me sitting on a plane to some country.and it didnt feel as real as the previous one,but how nice would that be if it could come true.
i know i just had a vacation to bangkok,but is VACATION EVER ENOUGH?! IS TRAVELLING OVERSEAS EVER ENOUGH?!
alright,maybe for me,travelling is really nice and relaxing. and it's also a good way to bring your mind back from the dark place.it worked for me.

but anyway,currently listening to the script's cd.thanks tch! the songs are pretty nice.but my fav is still THAT GOOD MAN,who cant be move.hahaha.i think i just made up my own title!
anyway,today went to taka to meet up with tch.had an awesome meal and fun time.then shared a cab home with mike,and shir.and our driver was an angsty person! he has a road rage tendency.to put it shortly,he cursed some hokkien words at one point.
i was just so terrified.so next time i hail a cab,knock me on my head please.

anyway,i went shopping with my mom on tuesday.had a great time.it's nice to have some private chats with her.and apparently she shared some stuffs i rather she didnt.really,not in those bad ways but shocking! but i had fun.

some guys in my caregroup are enlisting into the army soon.one by one going into the army serving singapore.it is just so hard to picture their heads shaved.i mean really..guys these days are more vain than girls,when it comes to hair.
like they spell hours styling their hair,which kinda look the same to me.
i mean i give kudous to them for having so much patience standing in front of the mirror and scrutinize each strand of hair.
but when i walked on the streets,they all seem to look the same.it might just be my eyes...but then again.maybe not.hahaha.

oh,i kinda like DRAGONFORCE.was listening to the HEROES of OUR TIMES song and i like it.i was watching the music video and the guitarist herman,his hair is so long that at one point, some of his hair got stuck in his guitar.and that sight is not nice at all.
that image of his hair getting stuck is such a turn off for me. i have no idea why but i just cant stand that sight.
so aint a big fan of the video.
i mean it's really difficult for a guitarist to look good while playing his guitar.not everyone is synyster gates.come on.
hahaha.OKAY OKAY i shall stop this before eyes start rolling out.hahaha.

okay,i kinda like livejournal these days.lj cut is really good esp for long post.
okay,gotta go.sleepy me need to sleep.

meleton @ 2008-09-10T14:06:00

2008-09-10T06:32:41Z

thank you peeps for everything that you guys did to make my birthday such an enjoyable one.
really thankful.

in the previous post,i got one very weird comment,with negativity about one of my friends.
if you are reading this,i mean you as in the AUTHOR of the comment, i would gladly appreciate it if you could stop it.no hard feelings.but do respect the fact that it's my livejournal.

i had a good dream,i dreamt i went back to BANGKOK!
hahah.really.and i was photographing every moments of it.really felt so real.
anyway,serving in church is really tiring.i went to indoors staduim on sat at 9 to help pack mooncakes.hahaha.
and we finished everything within 30 minutes.so that's a really fast record.
all i know was after that, i went into the stadium to sleep.
yesh,while others are getting seated for the service,i was sleeping at my seat.
so unglam right..i know.hahahha.i dont care.

alright i shall stop here,i am editing my bangkok photos.so hopefully i will post it up soon!

meleton @ 2008-09-08T22:28:00

2008-09-08T14:43:22Z

I'm too lazy to put what i intend to say in a lj cut even though it's just a click away.yesh,that's how lazy i am these days.
anyway,thanks peeps for all the advanced birthday wishes and surprises.really shocked the soul out of me.
seriously...to those people whom i dont know but still sing along to the birthday song with my friends on sunday,thanks a lot! you guys are sweet...i guess.
so thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you.
recently i so darn hooked on the script "the man who cant be move"...it's sooooo ADDICTIVE! i repeated it for like millions of times.hahaha.
okay,back to serious stuffs.i had my closure and i'm done with all the feelings or emotions.i dug myself a deep hole throughout the past half a year.and i am glad i finally got out of it.
i let my feelings come in the way of sanity.and it really drained my mind and emotions.
when school starts,i wont let history repeat itself.
sometimes you tell others to let go of the things that just wont happen,or to let things take their natural course.
but to use that advice on yourself,it's so much more difficult.
talk is cheap after all.

oh and to zy,you asked me to guess your birthday.i'm not that free so with the power of friendster and your past comments,i found out.little boy you're 19 days younger than me.look who's talking now. :DD

meleton @ 2008-09-04T10:59:00

2008-09-04T03:04:51Z

i'm really lazy these days.ever since i'm back from bangkok.i dont even feel like editing the photos i took during the trip.
i guessed this is me.slacking.
been listening to billy talent a lot lately.reminds of my internship times.when i would start my day with their songs on the way to work.
sa wa dee kap people.

meleton @ 2008-09-02T23:49:00

2008-09-02T17:39:00Z

SA WA DEE KAP peeps!
hahaha.yea,i'm back in singapore.home sweet home.
whenever you go to a country,which is not as developed as your home country,you tend to realise just how blessed you actually are.
but nonetheless,i had a fun time and a new experience in bangkok.

i have to admit that i have some feelings of regret when i was getting ready for the trip.because of so many ongoing issues in bangkok,like the reported storm and the riots,my mom has been giving me a hard time.i dont blame her at all.but there are stuffs which i cant give an answer to.so i was really fed up by that. and another reason was because i expected my "time of the month" to come during the trip,which sucks.but guessed what,it didnt.thank god.hahaha.

Day 1:
alright.so for this day,my flight was 6 plus,so i had to be at the airport budget terminal at around 3 plus.when i got there,i've to admit it was better than i expected.my dad told me there's not going to be air con and all there are were counters.but there was air conditioning and there was an eatery for us to eat,there were even shops inside the departure hall to shop around.so it was pretty good.though it wasnt big,but you cant compare it to the other terminals.it's a BUDGET terminal afterall.
so we gathered,waited to check in.and we checked in.got our luggages scan.and myself scan.my belt set the alarm off.no big a deal.hahaha.
went on the plane with my 7kg luggage,a sling bag and my camera bag.so my hands were really busy.and the plane was really small.thankfully the flight steward helped my carried my luggage up into the bag space area.
well,the flight was 2 over hours.i ordered a can of coke though i know i'm getting ripped off.but i really needed to drink something.i'm a water bucket.that's a declared fact among my friends and family.
hahaha.to me drinking water is important.
so i drank,and the flight landed.bangkok's airport is really nice too.after checking out and everything.met our tour guide JOYCE.hahaha..she's so cute and funny.
well,went to check in the hotel.my roomies were sihui and yinzhen!hahaha.
before we went in,yinzhen said her mom told her to knock on the door 3 times and said a line like "sorry to interrupt"
okay,that scared me a little.my goosebumps were standing when i did that.
after resting for like 10 mins plus,we had to go out to have dinner at SUAN LAM NIGht BAZAAR.
i had phat thai.it was nice but slightly salty for my taste buds.
we then went to shop around.i didnt manage to find anything i fancied.and the place was so stuffy and hot.so i wasnt feeling that good at all.
went back to the hotel.decided to call it a day.anointed the room and my bed. :D
and off the lala land though i didnt really get to sleep much.

DAY 2:
breakfast was good.hotel breakfast is always a feast.had like sausages and ham,rice and veg,orange juice and fruits.
yum yum yum.i kinda miss the delicious wide spread of selection.now it's back to a slice of bread.
after that,we went to WAT PHRA KAOW,it's like a temple and palace place i think.took photos there.the structures were really pretty.the weather was hot.
after that,we went to the MUSEUM OF SIAM.really cool at some point.there was this little corner where the air con was,and it's really cooling.my friends and i were just chilling out there.to say the truth,i didnt read a single thing at the museum.hahaha.
then we went for lunch.again a buffet selection of seafood.was really yum yum yum.nice one.
then back to the city to meet MR KITTY CHAIWNPORN.he's from the advertising industry,nice guy,funny too.with the jay chou thingy.
his office was at 47th storey.so the view up there.AMAZING.
after that,we went on to eat.we had dinner cruise!! the cruise was nice.but before entering the cruise,you get this welcome door gift.this lady will pin a flower on your shirt,and grab you to take a photo.then pushed you away,so that she could find the next person.
so imagine that,it's really hilarious.she actually pushes you away.i bet she must be thinking "OUTTA OF THE WAY AND DONT BLOCK THE NEXT PHOTO!"
hahaha.i bet she was.
dinner was nice.and fulfilling.went to deck of the ship to see the nice view.it's really relaxing,with the strong wind blowing,and your hair getting all messy.that's what cruise is about.
it's nice.along the way,i saw many beautiful architecture.temples and a church.hotels.it's really nice.i love it.
after that,we headed back to the hotel to crash in.after washing up,i went straight to bed.slept well.though it was freezing.

DAY 3:
woke up like at 5.30 to bathe.the water froze me.then went to have breakfast again at the hotel.yum.
then headed to the FLOATING market.went i went on the boat,in my mind,all i pictured was the boat toppling.hahaha.ok,so i'm not the most optimistic person.but guessed what,i survived that.
the ride was nice.at some point,there were so many boats that boats were just side my side.and i really give my kudos to the person who paddled the boat.they had to make a U-turn back to the starting point.they can reverse the boat without hitting or even touching the other boats there,and the area wasnt big.so it's really amazing.they seem to do it so effortlessly too.
well,after the boat ride,went to walked around.bought a couple of stuffs.
afterwhich we headed to other place which showed the wood carving.one word.pretty.
then we went to THAILAND's version of ORCHARD ROAD.siam paragon to have lunch.yummy japanese food.
over there,it's really interesting because we had to purchase coupons to get the food.so we had to estimate just how much we're gonna need.and when we purchase,we just needed to hand them the card containing the amount we topped up with and they will deduct from there.and the remaining amount we can refund them back.so it's cool.
okay,so after lunch,we went to siam square to shop.bought tees and tees and tees.haahha.
then sihui,yinzhen,ying xin and myself went to siam center to find a place to sit.my legs hurt like hell.
i wore flip-flops that day and i can tell you that i dont wear flip-flops at all in singapore.okay,only like once a week.if i go for a swim.
if not,you're see me in shoes.i'm a shoe person.
well,after sitting and chilling,we went back to siam square for a second round.bought tees for bro.and other stuffs.really cool.it's like bugis village.only better and more spacious.
after that,the easily tired us went to paragon to wait.and sit down somewhere.
if there's one thing i realised about thai people it's that they are like me.SHOE PEOPLE!yesh.i hardly see anyone wearing slippers.
so if i were to go there,i would fit in just nice.hahaha.in terms of choice of footwear of course.
yea,and the guys over there,bother to dress up.i mean you go to singapore orchard road,and you see guys in a ragged tee,and bermudas,and flip-flops.thai guys,at least a nice decent tee,jeans and shoes.and thai guys are handsome.hello there good-looking dude.hahaha.
okay,so after shopping we headed to the hotel.saw the stuffs i bought.tried and prayed i could stuff them all in my luggage and not exceed the weight limit.
went to sleep.

DAY 4:
CHATUCHAK DAY! we went to chatuchak to shop.it's the world biggest shopping market?i dont rmb exactly what they are biggest for,but they are biggest for something in the world.
the weather once again,sorching hot.molten lava hot.
went to walked around.bought tees,bags for my daddy, and bangles for my sis and mom.really cool.then we went to explore the area.went to see the wallets,when suddenly sihui said she was feeling dizzy.she squatted there for a while.then we went out to go to JJ mall which was near the market place.when suddenly,she couldnt walked anymore.she just stopped.and i saw her face and it was so pale.shocked the hell out of me.cause if she was to faint,i dont know how me and yinzhen would ever carry her.
but thank god she didnt.we called azhar for help.they came.brought us to some place cold for a meal.had a good one.
so glad sihui was feeling better.went to JJ mall to meet.and that's the end of shopping for us.
after that,we went to the hotel to rest for an hour before the critique section.we had to present the essence of thailand.for my grp,we felt it's the people and their love for the country and the king.
they have like dress code thingy.like monday is yellow,tuesday is pink...and so on.
hahaha.anyway,after that,we went to esplanade,no not the durian housefly thing like in singapore.hahaha.
it's this shopping mall.we went to a private room where we could sing karaoke and bowling.for me,i just preferred to sit there and chilled out.
dinner was ordered but never came.so decided not to eat anything till i got back to the hotel.after 11,we headed back.
we went to buy cup noodles,but for me,i had my uncle toby bars.i love them!
hahaha....okay,after that,went to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

DAY 5.LAST DAY
we woke up,packed our luggage.then we had free and easy time.sihui,hui ying,ying xin and i decided to go to mbk center to buy durian chips.total yum.we went there too early.we walked there by the way.so it's a 20 minutes walk.sweat like hell.
we went a little early so most shops were still closed.bought our stuffs then went to siam discovery center to chill.went to LOFT to see stuffs.bought a cute bag.nice.
then after chilling we went to run some errands for wang yi.after which we headed to the hotel.we rushed like mad.then went to get the yummy bread which sawanee introduced us to.
then packed and headed to the airport.checked in,said goodbye to joyce our tour guide.she's really friendly and nice.
oh she taught us this song which thai people sing.it's called the LOI KATONG song.it's soo addictive.people are singing it.hahaha.but to some point,when you're trying to sleep on the bus,that's the last thing you want to hear.
okay,back to the airport,we did the adminstrative stuffs.waited.had our meal.went into the departure hall.sat at burger king.over there,they got this fried chicken meal and it looked great.hahaha.my friends said it's really nice.
anyway,after which,we boarded the plane.had a little delay,because it started raining.
well.then we went to singapore.and here am i,typing this.i missed bangkok,especially the shopping.but it's good to be back.
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saw news this morning about the riots in bangkok and the state declared emergency.violence are everywhere.saw a clip which showed people hitting a dog.i hate it.I HATE IT I HATE IT!
those mother fuckers should never hit a dog or animal. when they do that,they go straight to hell.right where they belong.
anyway,really glad we made it back before the chaos.
when i saw the clip,i immediately said a prayer that NO ANIMALS SHALL BE HURT DURING THE RIOTS.
because thailand has many stray dogs.when i saw them during the trip.i felt really sad because they deserve sooooo much better.they deserve to have a milion time better living conditions.
so i just have the faith that no animals shall be hurt during the chaos.because they dont deserve that.humans want to fight.go ahead,JUST LEAVE THE ANIMALS ALONE.
well,in singapore,it seemed like the rainy season.so different from thailand.because it's so hot and polluted.hahaha.
well,it's good to be back.but that clip of the poor dog has been bugging me the whole day.
i'm furious and sad.really sad.
i want to open an animal shelter.me and my sis.we want to do that.
oh in thailand it's an hour behind singapore's time.so that means it's 12.33 am now in thailand.
well,my sis found a lump in my bearbear.it's quite a big lump.i'm worried.really worried.

gosh,i just want all animals to be fine.that's all i want.they shouldnt suffer.
anyway,sorry for the long post.

meleton @ 2008-08-22T23:34:00

2008-08-22T16:03:39Z

WOOHOO! finally, i changed my livejournal's layout.i am seriously worse than a noob in this aspect.blogspot's codes i can figured.but livejournal's coding is one tough nut to crack.
but thanks MAE for telling me where to go.and thanks minty_peachfor the codes.

well,part of the reason why i hardly update my livejournal is because i hate my old layout,it's so dull and just makes my posts seem so.....__________ DULL.not that it's so interesting and action packed.

but anyway,now with the a7x banner,i cant stop staring and probably i will just update this more often and direct some of my blogspot posts to here.
now the a7x banner was done in like half an hr,so dont be so critical about it!

okay,let's see,what's up with my life this week.not much just slacking at home.really slacked! it's my holidays! WOOHOO!!!
well,next monday i got a final presentation for my eds project. this is making me a nervous wreck. just thinking about it makes my heart pumped a beat faster.but i shall not dwell on it now.it's too early.

these few days,i have been playing sims 2.really happy.and my hands are itching for more! i downloaded so many stuffs.i just love the building part of the game.i mean i love my family.like some of them are really handsome and pretty.but i like designing the interior of my house more.like i have each theme for each house.

okay,so apart from gaming,i do have a life.just went to caregroup today.really happy,but i was so lazy to leave the house.the weather was so nice to just lie down and snore away!hahaha..okay,seriously hoping i dont snore.
but caregroup was really good.charis said a prayer for me,to pray in tongues.and it's the first time i prayed in tongues.praise lord!
well,we shared about the daily happenings of our past weeks.
for me,my past weeks were really hectic.even though we had like 2 submissions,the projects were all so major that it took up majority of my time.i even had to go back to school on saturday! ARGH! saturdays are suppose to be fun not heading back to rush for print.
but thank god i managed to submit everything on time.really stressed up.
well,so caregrp was all about sharing.by the time everything ended,it was like 9.30pm.
for the closing prayer,it was really special.we had to pair up with someone else,and pray for them.
so i paired up with cherri,since we have similar needs.
how it goes was we first just say our needs.and after that,one will start first. so we prayed in tongues,then cherri started.this was my first time VOICING out my prayer for someone.
i have prayed for someone before but never said it out loud.so i was nervous because i was afraid i might say something wrong.
but i just trust jesus for that.the words that came out was entrusted with his doings.
well,thought i stuttered a little,i feel that i did good,taking into consideration that this was my first time voicing out my prayer for someone.
praise lord.

okay.that aside,i will be heading to thailand soon.still contemplating if i should bring my nikon cam.it's rather bulky and i dont really feel like carrying too many stuffs while walking around.haiz...hmm...what should i do?
shoots.
but i shall not worry about that now,like i said IT'S TOO EARLY.

well,just today i realised that army boys who wear spectacles have to make those black thick plastic frames ones.no wonder.
no wonder all army guys look the same.
ahahhaa...so ryan is getting ready for army life.i cant really stand the thought of him going in.i know he's all strong and people call him muscle man.but still....now's too early to worry.

so the bottomline is NOW's TOO EARLY TO WORRY.unless the thing that caused you to worry is happening in like 1 hr or less,then it's still early.

meleton @ 2008-07-23T22:49:00

2008-07-23T15:10:11Z

it almost seems like years since i last updated this livejournal.with a blogspot going,i think i am a total two-timer.hahaha..
lets see,these past few weeks have been really busy.with eds going on,whole time experimenting experimenting and illustrating.
MY EYES!!!!ARGH!!
well,today was the submission for presentation 2 slides,took away the only weekday i am free.this sucks
but i had some good time chatting or it's more like listening to my friends chat,or how they called it FELLOWSHIP.
it's so funny because i used to only hear that term during my church time.
well,finally i get to go to church service this sunday.need that revelation and perk! haha..daily devotion is cool,i love it.

anyway,last week,was really bad in terms of my attitude.really fucked up.well,stress is the cause!damnit!
well,lets not brood over such things.
this friday has a poly custer praise and worship!great!hahaha.hopefully,i get to see darrel.hahaha...chopper.
friday is also the day for my presentation!yikes.i need to squeeze 38 slides in 17 mins.shucks! i hate presentations! esp when i have to repeat my presentation points.it's so boring.

oooh.i saw this lovely movie on tuesday during my vda lessons.finally a good movie JENNIFER ANG!not some crappy scary french movie.....which made me disgusted.but lets not go there again.i hate it to the core. well,this movie is also a french movie but it's really nice.the twist.amazing! i actually got glued to the movie.was doing my eds presentation slides but i got distracted and my laptop started running and i shut it down.what's the point,i am already distracted! but the actor is almost really charming.the doctor.kinda hot.hahaha..he has the george clooney vibes.but i prefer that guy to george clooney (not even sure if i got his last name right) alrighty...just realised i haven said the name of the movie "À la folie... pas du tout" ( He loves me,he loves me not) really nice!
go watch it by whatever means.it's really worth your homework time.hahaha...

okay,so i miss my friends so badly.so blessed.the smallest thing that can make me happy is to have laughters with them.isnt it just nice? to laugh with them over something.

AND OMG!!!! A7X's LIVE DVD/CD is set to release on 9th sept!! MY BIRTHDAY!!! i know in singapore it arrives like weeks later but i dont care!!!!! 9th sept!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA..something else to look forward to.
i can go to hmv and asked shir to scream " WHY HAVEN IMPORT?! IT'S MEL's BIRTHDAY,SHE HAS THE RIGHTS!!!!!!!" hahahha..alrighty.really looking forward to it!!! this means save up! sorry eds budget,you gotta to go.hahaha

meleton @ 2008-06-07T11:56:00

2008-06-07T04:07:46Z

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!okay.it's been a week.but HOLIDAYS!!
YAY!! anyway,hols doesnt mean all play.apparently i got stuffs to do.what the fuck right.
but i have to start developing my illustration for my eds module.since that's what i stated in my timeline.
but this first week has been slack-ish.
i have no mood to do anything.everyday just play play play.hahahah.after 7 weeks of work,i figured i deserved this one week.
shall start my development next week.tmr i shall be determined to go get art stuffs before church service.
tat means i need to spend money again.....shoots.
anyway,today no arrow youth service.need to go get stuff to prepare for my tofu's surgery.scary.at least she's eating.thank god for that.

it's the great singapore sales and i havent gotten anything.no fair at all.i want shoes,bags,jeans,band tees.....but i need cash.
next tuesday got lunch appointment with my internship bosses.it's been soo long since i last saw them.the last time my supervisor chatted with me was wks ago.he said the office changed to yellow lights.
which makes people sleepy.so thankfully,i left the office already.because with the white lights,i can already fall asleep.so with the yellow lights,it's SNORING for me.hahaha.then i will get fired.haha.

i recently feel that darrel looks like zac from paramore.hahaha.their eyes.hmm...and latest craze.i feel josh is hot.hahaha.he is....hmmm...
but syn's still the hottest.he is the molten hot lava.hahaha....

next week,bro going to bintan for church camp.i am not going because they had some requirements and i didnt meet them.hahaha.i wouldnt go too.i got a video to film for my assignment.
hopefully i get to see ryan.

meleton @ 2008-04-27T16:17:00

2008-04-27T08:23:51Z

HILLSONG UNITED!!!!!!!
i just realised it isnt at indoors stadium.instead it's at expo.
rahim!i want a camera!!
that's if i can bring one along to snap photos.

shopping talk talk

2008-04-27T08:11:48Z

last time i updated this lj was like 3 weeks ago.hmm...
anyway,just some weeks ago i was in the mood of treating people because i figured that since i got my paycheck,i should spread the happiness.sounds funny but ya.

but these few days,i had a list of shopping items i want to get.like jeans,tees,and some other stuffs.
i bought my jeans and it was really cheap.hahaha.
went to peninsular hotel with yz and sh last friday.
i bought a BFMV tee.wanted to get the muse tee but then the design was so ugly.so i didnt get it.
surprisely,the shop was more crowded on a friday than weekends.
the shop keeper said "only one tee this time?"hahaha....i dont recall getting more than one everytime i go there.

anyway,the shop that sells jeans was so narrow.the fitting room is sooo freaking small.i went in,put my bag down and half the space was gone.i was so afraid someone is going to pull open the curtain.
anyway,managed to get one pair of jeans and a cardigan.

and yesterday,went shopping at suntec and marina square.bought a few tops.hahaha...yay!

right now,i am in the mood for CSI shows.yay!!love csi.

school life is making me broke.each week we have to pay 5 bucks to the grad show fund.better be something good.
anyway,currently intending to do an illustration of syn...and of course DOUG! <3

oh yea and eds and crowbars.geez.joykillers.
cant wait for HILLSONG!!!!!!AWESOMENESS.should i borrow my school's camera?hmm.....

OMG AVENGED SEVENFOLD!!!

2008-03-30T14:41:41Z

OMG AVENGED SEVENFOLD!!!!
I READ FROM MAE'S LJ THAT A7X IS GONNA HEADLINE ALL OF S.E.A!!!!!!
OMG NO....*pauses*....YES WAY!!
HAHAHA....I KNOW NO ONE REALLY READS THIS LJ,BUT WHO CARES.I'M EXCITED!
IT'S NOT FOR SURE THEY'LL COME BUT I'M GLAD THAT MATT EVEN MENTIONED SOUTH EAST ASIA.
ANYWAY,KEEPING MY FINGERS CROSS,I'M NOW GONNA BUG SOMEONE TO PROMISE TO GO WITH IF THEY REALLY DO COME!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
THE REASON WHY IT'S ALL CAPS,IT'S PURELY BECAUSE I AM SOOOO HAPPY AND EXCITED.
WHO CARES ABOUT FUCKING WORK NOW!

I WAS PISSED.but i no longer care.

2008-03-29T14:19:30Z

Sitting on the bus,i decided to just take a look at the logbook,which is the stupid book that i have to give my supervisor sign everyweek for my internship and also he has to grade me on my conduct and performance.so when i opened the book he saw that he gave me a B for my conduct,which is the first time because i always get A.
it's not that i am a person who seeks As in her life.but i dont get it. if he was to give my performance a low grade,i will take it because it's the stuffs i do.
but for conduct,it means the way i behave in the office.and to get a grade lower within these past weeks, i cant take it in.
let me say what i did, i sit there.on the computer,get emails,or at times i had to ASK my supervisor for work, listen to songs, and chat with a couple of friends.
i DO still finish my work given.i DO still ask if any doubts.i DONT go around yakking away.i DONT blast my music.i DONT sleep,just the regular eye exercise. and that was what i have been doing since DAY 1.
my friend got A,okay,she doesnt listen to songs.that's the difference.but i am just listening to songs.if it helps me focus and STAY AWAKE,i dont see what's wrong.
so i dont get it at all.i dont shout or disturb anyone in my office.my friend said he is bias.i dont know.
but i was really angry not because of a B.but because i dont know why he gave me that.why?! so my school teacher is going to see my grades,and see that my grades are getting lower.
something tells me that i am either going to get a B for my next 2 weeks,and i thank god it's only 2 weeks left, or a C.
unless i disturb the process of the office,i wont take it in.
i was pissed and angry.i went WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT MOTHER FUCKER'S PROBLEM!!FUCKING ASSHOLE in my text message to my boy.
my boy said i should just take it in.do better and more focus in my work the next 2 weeks.
he said that as long as you know you didnt do anything wrong,then you shouldnt be mad at yourself.and it's that guy's problem.not mine.
i was angry,but i got that out of my system.
what will i feel when i see my supervisor again?
NOTHING.why must i even feel anything.

someone asked me "what carnage" today.

2008-03-10T13:53:09Z

today is pretty busy.doing up the html pages *YAWN*.sorry,had to get it out of my system.anyway,weekends were alright. saturday went out,wanted to head to IT fair but the moment i reached the 2nd level,human jam.
well,apart from that i saw mae.i didnt realise it until i walked to esplanade,which was really filled with malays.nothing wrong with that.
sunday,which was ytd,went to vivocity to eat thai express.i had honey chicken which was pretty good,but it was so huge!

well,let's see i flipped someone of on saturday.that person was this lady.i was in my dad's car and he was driving along this small place.this lady with her kid and this guy was walking.she was walking along the road,which was really narrow.so my dad was KIND enough to give her a soft horn to warn her that there's a car. instead of giving way,she gave this look like "I DONT GIVE A FUCK.THIS IS MY ROAD". that was it.i wasnt in a good mood to begin with.so i just flipped her off outright.
my bro was a little pissed at my attitude.but i didnt really care.i told him that the lady deserves that.and he went on about my temper.seriously i dont have much temper except for some things.
i told my brother "FUCK YOU LAH" and that was it.
but i was wondering why my bro was so pissed.but turns out he thought i was flipping him off.wtf?! didnt he hear me saying "THAT LADY DESERVES IT?!?!"
hahaha....my bro is seriously blur.

what the fuck?

2008-03-06T15:26:51Z

dont get shock.the biggest WHAT THE FUCK emoticon ever. credit yinzhen for these wonderful images. :DD

one complaint.i wanted to put these images under a lj-cut,but it doesnt work.so as i am doing this, yea my mind was definitely screaming WHAT THE FUCK at the problems with lj.

meleton @ 2008-02-10T23:45:00

2008-02-10T15:49:49Z

I THINK I'M GOING TO PUKE!
MY INTERNSHIP IS TOMORROW!!!
WHAT THE FUCK?! SORRY,I JUST NEED TO LET IT OUT.

AS I AM TYPING THIS,MY HANDS ARE FREEZING COLD. I KNOW NO ONE READS MY LJ,i mean i joined lj solely for a7x!hahaha..but seriously,my stomach is feeling really weird.

went to church today.i thought the service was kinda messy since it was a combined service at indoors stadium.
but i really hope lord will bless me with wisdom for my INTERNSHIP.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!
YESH,I AM A NERVOUS WRECK.

that ass feeling

2008-01-30T03:04:17Z

last week was terrible.hearing the news of heath ledger's death has totally made me mind really shocked.i still cant believe he's gone.but that's a fact i will accept sooner or later i guess.
my internship is starting.i am dreading this more that ever. i have no idea what it's like working in a design firm.and flash animation?i pray they dont give that task because i sucks at it.

it's really weird that chinese new year is coming.while others have the mood for it,i totally dont.
right now,i dont even want to think about it.

also to daniel day-lewis.he's an awesome actor.i love him in Gangs of New York. and when i saw his dedication to Heath Ledger.i respect him even more.
one refine actor to another.
oh well,that's life isnt it?
"'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime"
~little piece of heaven

r.i.p heath ledger.

this time,it's good.

2008-01-18T03:15:43Z

finally,i have completed my mtv project.the final pitching was done on wednesday.
all i can say is that i had lots of fun.i also did things that i didnt know i could pull it off.the past few days before wed was really hectic.my group,mangmang,had like a CHIONG period.
basically,what we did was that we stayed over at someone's house to work through the night.at some nights we had some sleep,like a 2 hrs of sleep.
but on monday night,we didnt get any sleep at all.we finished work like at 6 plus.and all of us had to get ready to go to school already which started at 8.30am.so i didnt get any sleep at all.at most i closed my eyes.
anyway,i never really work through the night without any sleep actually.that was definitely the first time i did that. i was expecting myself to conk out anytime but when i went to school,things went fine.i saw my clique,and was feeling not too bad.
but at times,i just wanted to doze off.

so on tuesday,we stayed over at sok's house.we went back to get our clothes first before going to her house.so all of us reached her place at around 12 midnight.we slept till like 3am before we woke up to get ready.our presentation was at 9.30,so we had to go there early to prepare.
anyway,we were all so tired that we could concentrate until the later part.haha.
i was so tired that when i was cutting the mounting boards for the mock ups,i dozed off.i didnt realise that at all.
gosh.haha.shocked my friend there for a second.

anyway,the presentation was great.i was the mad medic that had this note sticking on my back,having to turn around.haha....i had fun.
the judges did laugh!haha...entertaining.
i would like to thank yuan yi for being our mascot model.she's really nice and helpful.

while waiting for all the other grps to present finish,i fell asleep at the counch at the mtv office.i was so tired.all i wanted was to close my eyes but i ended up sleeping.
when i was on the train home,i slept.on the bus home,i slept too,almost miss my stop.O_O
when i got home,i watched tv then wanted to take a nap at 7 to like 9.but who knows i slept through the night.so i woke up like next day 8.30am.
but i dont blame myself because i am really drained.i feel a lot better now.
yesterday at arund 1.50am i couldnt take it anymore,i felt so tired.
i guessed when you are with your friends,you can stay awake better.because when i was with my grp doing the project,my mind dont really feel that tired until like 4 am plus.then what i would do is to wash my face and stand up to do my work.
when i am alone.2 am conk out.
but i think it's because i am still recovering for the loss of sleep over the past few days.
haha..i dont know.but i love to sleep!

to mangmang.i love working with you guys.i had fun.i got to know you guys better as a friend.and i hope i would get the chance to work with you guys again!
i feel that if anyone of you guys was replaced with someone else,things would have been different.muacks!!!

i think i have a crush.

2008-01-12T18:48:52Z

guess where am i?
i am at my friend's house doing my mtv project. and it's 4.39am now. it's quite surprising that i am still not tired or that i have not dozed off yet.
my back sort of hurts actually.
could be because i have been sitting on the floor for like many hrs.
i hope my back wont ache like hell later.

i miss that guy.i think he is really pretty good looking.stupid me having such a stupid attraction.
i hope this feeling goes away.cant get distracted.
plus the holidays are coming and i don even know if the guy is year 2 or 3.
so he might not even be in school next yr because he looks like a year 3.
haiz.i am tired.

i am doing maya right now.i dont really like to do maya because it fills my mind with something.
actually i have no idea what to do now.i am a little lost.
first time i am not sleeping at all.hopefully i wont fall asleep later in the day.
oh good morning it's 4.49 am.
i set the record.the last time i slept was at 4.now i broke it.i think i am going to break the same record soon.

walk walk and wonder.

2008-01-05T16:37:56Z

today has been pretty tiring for me actually. met up with mangmang (excluded nic) to go to town areas to take photos for our mtv assignment. the weather today was kinda hot though there were the occasional winds.but overall it was really hot until the afternoon,when it started to rain.
our first stop in town was plaza sing. we went to the area outside the mall to take photos.then we walked to heeren,cineleisure,then to shaw house, then to far east plaza and lastly we went to paragon;muji.
come to think about it,we walked quite a fair bit today,oh it should be we walked very far today.my legs were aching when i finally stop and sit down to rest.
but i wasnt complaining of the distance since i normally would do that.well,let's just say i enjoy walking in the street.
after we came out of paragon,it was drizzling so we decided to walk to somerset mrt stationt to take train to bugis.as we were walking,the rain started to pour heavily.so we had to dashed to the nearest cover we could find,which thankfully was connected to the station. :D
haha.it's been a while since i last had to run to take cover from the rain.usually i just take out my umbrella to shelter myself. :DD

anyway,the train to cityhall was packed with people to the point where if one person falls,it would be a domino effect for the rest of us.haha...
well,bugis was no better.so damn crowded! we decided to eat kfc [yummy] and i guessed it could be an award for us walking for so long.

anyway,after lunch,we went to walk around and that's when shermin say that the local mag i zhou can is having an event for zoe tay. my friend wanted to watch so i accompanied her.the event was supposed to start at 5 but only did so half an hr as scheduled.apart from zoe tay,there was also this local radio dj from 933 chinese fm.gosh,it's been like years since i last listened to the chinese radio channel. hahaha....so long since i last get in touch with chinese songs. :DDnot that i'm complaining.

anyway,there was this grp of girls who was so crazy over that dj, and in my heart i was like IT'S NOT AS IF IT'S SYN?!?!haha...i know i am mean but it's true yea.
i mean it's just that dj not someone international or something.so i thought the grp of girls was really weird.
anyway,in my mind all i had was IF ONLY ZOE IS AVENGED.haha....if only yea
well,so i am feeling really tired and cold now.
i enjoyed the walk.

Happy new year!!!!!!!

2007-12-31T16:32:04Z

my first post for 2008.
i'm lazy to put it under a cut since it is gonna be a short post.
2008 started really busy for me.
but still i welcome it with joy and slight sadness now that i have to bid goodbye to 2007.
2007 was good.i met people who shared the same interests as me, and i learnt things that are really invaluable to me.:DD

right now,i just hope that 2008 is gonna just as good,or even better than 2007.my mind still feels like it's 2007.well,in the US it still is.haha..
anyway,for the new year,i'm looking forward to see which bands are coming to rock singapore.2007 had many rockbands' concerts.

to you guys out there,HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!WOOHOO!!!
goodbye 2007 and thanks for the great times i had!
muacks!!!

these 2 wks were holidays!?

2007-12-30T15:23:25Z

i cant believe my holidays are about to end. i haven even enjoyed it yet.okay,to be fair,i did but i hadnt got enough of the joy yet.
i got 2 wks and the first week was a little relax but the second wk is schooling,at least for me.i had to go back to school to do my maya assignment,which is to animate these 2 characters.and i realised i'm totally not cut out for animation at all.
and i totally cannot get the instructions for the installation for maya.i need maya badly but cant install.kept saying error.what the fuck!??!
and the worst part is i still got like so many assignments to do and i haven finish or even have not STARTED on some yet.how in the freaking world would i finish them all?!
i guessed shermin is right,we are in DEEP SHIT.so many assignments needed to be done,too little time to cater to all.
and to think i wanted to clear my desk during this break.IMPOSSIBLE!!my desk has lots of stuffs.sketchbooks,laptop,wacom tablet,idn mags.and my sis's accessories are not making things any better!sometimes i just want to dump them all in this box instead of them lying around my desk.

anyway,so my break sucks and i'm pretty much screwed.the only consolation i have for myself is that this isnt the first time i'm screwed.so i guessed some of friends feel the same way as i am.

i need to check my eyes,my eyesight is failing.gosh no.i need glasses soon i think.should not delay it anymore.

for new year?i want more time and a smooth time in internship.i'm extremely fearing the internship period.thankfully i got charmaine to company me.but stil i am worried.my flash skills are all buried 6 feet beneath the ground.should dig them out soon.
speaking of which,i want to do more icons!! i need to do icons for my friends.afi,muse,tokio hotel.and of course AVENGED SEVENFOLD!!!muacks.
doing too few these days.but i did some the other day,which was really satisfying for me.but that feeling didnt last long.i yearn for more!

von's b.dae is coming and dan still had the cheek to ask if we wanted to share a gift with him.i was like WHAT?!?you are her bf alright,no sharing.give her one that is special.haha.yea,i guessed it would seem more sincere on his part.
i was thinking of sharing with mike to buy a cd and something else.if i'm getting a cd,it would be the first time after many years since i last got a chinese cd.those days were over.

oh many thankies hangout clique;mike,ryan,shawn(havent seen you in a while),dan,von,shirley.thanks for the tokio hotel's scream cd.i love it,it's in my cd cabinet.